which means commissions are closed

I gotta prepare for all the screaming and books that I will do in August (university starts in August 11) so yep. I still have one last commission to finish up, and it's almost done, so yAY. I've just been everywhere lately, trying to enjoy this summer before it ends.

I've also made so much other art (that I haven't finished either since it was an "inspired in the moment" thing) to do, and I cry every time I see my WIP folder, all that art staring at me, waiting for me.

And I will probably finish it at some point, it's mostly fanart too. 

feeling a little down

One reason why I haven't posted much in the past few weeks and why I still have a lot of art waiting to be finished is because I feel tired. And by tired I mean, I feel like I'm improving and advancing with my art, but at the same time going in circles, not going anywhere. Tired because I don't know where I'm going with my art, because I want to be a writer and an interpreter, but I still want to draw and life doesn't want you to be happy so you gotta slap it and scream a little before nodding along with a secret plan to rule the world and make everything better. 

I feel stagnant and drained, and I try to draw more things that make me happy instead, which end up being some of my OCs and some of my current obsessions (ehem Namor the flying fladoodle fish) and apparently some very creepy stuff? I don't know.

I'm just drabbling, but I feel like I should write this down and sort my feelings out. My motto is "Be positive, just like my blood type", and word vomit makes me feel better. c: